found out I have herpes may 28, right now I have tons of mixed emotions I'm scared, hurt, angry, sad, betrayed, and I feel the dirtiest I've ever felt in my life, I know I souldnt feel this way but I do, I've onl been 2 ppl my whole life 1 was over 6yr ago and since then just my husband, my husband has been diagnosed with herpes also the part that hurts the most is last xmas I had a girl calling me sayin she's his mistress and now this happened, and he doesn't seem to worry if I cheated and this happened I know I would be blamed he just seems to calm about it