Hi, I am looking for someone to talk to who has to deal with some of the same issues as I do. I have had the "H" for several years now. Still in denial a little bit. I don't take any drugs to control it. I'm afraid to. I haven't dated in years. I'm afraid to tell anyone about this. I have started looking into dating sites with people who are already affected by this. I am attracted to someone @ this time, but I don't want to pursue this, because it will hurt badly if he rejects me because of this. Being sneaky and not telling is not an option for me. That's how I got this nasty disease. I don't want to find myself as disgusting as I find the person who gave this to me.
That's my story for now Any insights or suggestions will be appreciated. Jal.