9:39 AM on Jul. 6, 2008
Does ANYONE come on here? Godness.. I need someone to freaking talk to and NO ONE is on.. and NO ONE even talks to anyone ... Here let me introduce myself.. My name is Steph, I'm 17 and the first person I ever had sex with didn't even have the balls to let me know he had herpes. So .. now i have them.. YAY ME. I just got my second out break and had a panic attack because now I can't hide and say that the doctor was wrong and mixed up the tests or whatever else may pop in my head that sounds good. I have them. And i'm really not happy. I finally found a guy that I'm interested in again and now I have to deal with this crap. I will find a way to keep this under control.. and it may take me a while. But i will find it. I REFUSE to live like this... I've seen some pictures of how bad it can get.. and i wont be able to live with myself if i get that bad. So.. now that i've told you how i'm feeling right now.. maybe some of you would like to say hi as well.