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Posted: Jul. 18, 2008 - 4 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]

Hello, this place is pretty dead, but for all the somewhat new people who still check this damn thing; Please don't be afraid to talk to me on here. I don't know all the answers, and I definately don't have a way to cure H, but I do know what your going through. I do know how this drains your emotions and sometimes even takes control of your whole day and turns it to shit. I know how sometimes out of no where you feel like crying and you don't feel like you fit in with anyone. I know how it makes you feel dirty even when your practically living in the shower. I've only had this for 3 months and counting, and i still get those random outburst of negative emotions. I hate the way H makes me feel sometimes. But having someone to talk to that KNOWS what your going through helps so much. I have someone like that and i wouldn't trade him for the world. He gets it. He understands and doesn't make me feel like dirt. I want you to know that you can talk to me. I don't have much experiance with H and how to help the outbreaks go away, but I do know that being able to talk about your fears and worries with someone who can understand them all helps more than you will ever know.

So just talk to me anytime. I'm not a bitch and I wont tell you that it's your fault you got this from someone. Because it's not, don't let people that know your secret and use it against you. Don't let them be assholes.

I promise I don't bite. :) Message me, add me, I check this thing every other day or so. JUST TALK TO ME!!!!!

Posted: Jul. 6, 2008 - 3 comment(s) [ Comment ] - 0 trackback(s) [ Trackback ]

Does ANYONE come on here? Godness.. I need someone to freaking talk to and NO ONE is on.. and NO ONE even talks to anyone ... Here let me introduce myself.. My name is Steph, I'm 17 and the first person I ever had sex with didn't even have the balls to let me know he had herpes. So .. now i have them.. YAY ME. I just got my second out break and had a panic attack because now I can't hide and say that the doctor was wrong and mixed up the tests or whatever else may pop in my head that sounds good. I have them. And i'm really not happy. I finally found a guy that I'm interested in again and now I have to deal with this crap. I will find a way to keep this under control.. and it may take me a while. But i will find it. I REFUSE to live like this... I've seen some pictures of how bad it can get.. and i wont be able to live with myself if i get that bad. So.. now that i've told you how i'm feeling right now.. maybe some of you would like to say hi as well.