Hello, I'm 18 and lost my virginity in April of 08'..and caught the virus my first time. I've kind of been in denial.. still am really.. but I am with a smile.
:)
Don't get me wrong this is always in the back of my mind.. SPECIALLY when you see a good movie then all of a sudden they make a comment about herpes
ugh.. i hate that
or when your friends talk about STDs and how they know so and so and they've got blah blah blah..
I have to say I stick up for them.. but no one knows what I've got because of course my name would be at the end of their sentence instead of someone elses.
Selfish and.. wrong in a way but eh.. i deal with it as it comes.
I'm a goofy person and I love to laugh.. even if it's at the wrong time.
You are what you are.
Love yourself and you'll be ok in the end.

Personally I couldn't think of even touching myself when I found out that I had herpes.. I felt that .. i was disgusting.. a monster of sorts
I don't know what changed honestly.. but I'm learning to love me as I am..
SO WHAT .. i get bumps around my "hush hush" places..
When I think to much I go for a walk..swim.. put in one of those extremely cheesey dance movies and try to dance along lol
I try to get myself to laugh.. and if that doesn't work i eat a pint of yummy ice cream and watch love movies until i cry.. or hide my nose in a book

I am who I am..
One day I hope to be better and more successful.. but right now I'm learning to be me

Anywhoo
message me .. i think i'm pretty cool ;)