Hello, I'm 18 and lost my virginity in April of 08'..and caught the virus my first time. I've kind of been in denial.. but since then I've had one other outbreak that was actually worse than the first..I guess i can't hide anymore. I'm a little scared, and keep feeling like an outsider in my family now that I have it. I was just brushing it off and was going to get a blood test to see if the doctor was wrong. When i saw my second outbreak I had a huge panic attack... I feel like complete and utter crap. I'm an emotional person when it comes to my well being.
I found someone on here who has helped me a shit load. I just hope that someone will be able to help you get through this. If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I'm an awesome listener so you can vent to me anytime. Please don't be a stranger, if you have something to say.. just say it.
Keeping it to yourself will only help for so long, until you blow up on everyone around you. Believe me, I've done it and more.
hi, one has to find a way to cope.. i have had this for 10yrs. Meeting someone is very hard.. i have to hope that who i meet will like the way i am and then understand what i have... i believe in being HOPEFUL.. i have been alone for almost 6yrs... staying away from negative people who thrive on judging one, is not what i am looking for.. i did not ever think that i would have to endure this for the rest of my life... but i do....
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